*&^%$#@

The precursor is time!
Study so much but not enough time to do =/

Goodbye forever complicated reactions.

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How?

How to study Natural Products?

How to memorize all 100 over reactions and complicated structures?

So many steps and this is one part 1 out of 4. 

So complicated. 

So many products.

So many structures to memorize. 

Look properly from i to xxxxii. 

You tell me, how to study?

I need a super duper good memory.

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Jaring oo Jaring

I have been disconnected from the cyber world for a week due to Mr. Lightning striking some internet cable in UKM Jaring. 

Perhaps they should come up with Jala. 

Jaring sucks! 

Just live with it cos after 6 weeks, I am so out of UKM. Haha! 

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Whatever!

Due to Deepavali, the whole exam timetable changed again and I was affected. I don't mind having longer holidays as it is important to the Indians. But dear uni, why change it last minute?! As a result, on 30 and 31 Oct  I would have one major each. This means from 25-31 Oct onwards, I am going to have 7 majors' marathon.


My uni thinks we are supermen.



Many people complained and it turns out there would be some changes. But I don't care anymore. This uni is giving me a bad time. This is the worst semester ever.

I don't give a damn anymore.
I just want to get over my exams.

And I just want to graduate.


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Disaster

Disaster came. And it struck hard.

I just got my exam timetable and to my horror, I have 5 majors each day in the first week of exam! And worst, all these majors have many things to read!

25/10 - Kimia Alam Sekitar
26/10 - Elektrokimia
27/10 - Instrumentasi Kimia 1
28/10 - Kimia Keadaan Pepejal
29/10 - Kimia Polimer 3

2/11 - Kesimetrian Molekul
3/11 - Kimia Organik 3

8/11 - Kinetik Kimia

WHY?! Why do this to us,UKM?!

There is already no study week and now majors altogether.

There is going to be lots of sleepless nights soon.

Please, I just want to graduate =(




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Excuses

I once heard of a very stupid excuse.

"Sorry, I was so nervous about IT that I totally forget to inform you about IT."

Sometimes people tend to give many stupid excuses.

Why?

Because that is human nature-selfish.

Because some people are scared of losing to someone better than them.

Because some people do not have the confidence so they play dirty.

That's normal in life. However if a close friend did this, how would you react?

For me, I forgave the person long time ago, but I also made my point that the person does not deserve to be called a friend anymore.


Just walk your way and leave US alone. 

It Is Like That

Life is unfair.


Life has never been fair.


But then,




It's not YOUR dream also, so why be selfish?


It's not YOUR dream also, so why give stupid excuses?


YOU have shown us YOUR true colour. 


So don't bother to come any closer to us anymore.


We don't want a friend like YOU.


And we use to think that YOU are a good friend. Well, I take it back!












.and don't bother to visit my blog anymore. I do not welcome you.

What Is This Rubbish?!

Wow, THEY have money to buy leather sofas for each blocks.

Look at it. Brand new. 

Seriously, who would bother to sit there? Okay maybe there are still people that would sit in the blocks' living rooms but is it really necessary to buy leather sofas? Fine, maybe the old sofas were too old and dirty. But seriously, LEATHER SOFAS?!

WTH.

Damn it. Just give me bathroom doors ! *click here






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Life

Because of one MAN's mistake,

it cost me a GREAT FALL.

Well, that's life.

Nothing is fair.

Nothing is perfect.

Nothing is always good.

Nothing is easy.

Just live with it.

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Doors

After 2 weeks of patience, I went to make a complain.

But, THEY told me that the price for one for IT is RM400. And, THEY told me this matter would at least take sometime to settle.

So I asked; approximately how long?

THEY answered; tak pasti lah cik. Ni kena report lagi dan tunggu keputusan. 

Keputusan apa?!

This is a necessity and should be prioritized.

I asked my friends and they said that they too have complained for whole 2 semesters but no action was done.



And please don't come up with stupid excuses like no money. Excuse me! I paid fees.

SO WHERE DOES THE MONEY GO THEN?!

And doesn't your BIG BOSS give some allocations? Why can THEY use the money to do some other stupid stuff but can't use it to provide us with a comfortable life?


I will give THEM a few weeks period to settle this problem.



If not, I would go and say;




SHUT UP AND GIVE ME A DAMN BATHROOM DOOR!



This is my right as a student. Enough said.

So Ugly!

Source: The Star Online

This picture is already ugly with the story behind it. How can a RELA member simply shoot a tiger? WHo gave them authority to do so? At least fire warning shots to scare the tiger away. 

And what makes this picture even uglier is that official posing happily with the carcass and pulling the poor tiger's ears up. What the heck?! Have some respect for the dead please. Imagine you switching positions with the tiger. Or how about the tiger posing happily with YOUR dead body? Although they are called animals but they deserve our respect too because we and them are both GOD's creation. 

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DAMN

DAMN YOU.

SHUT UP!

GO AWAY!

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Filtering

I am a reader of CLEO magazine. An article in the latest issue really made me realised somethings. The title of the article is "The Great Unfriend" and I would like to quote some statements from it.

Going thru the number of my (the author) friends, one might assume I am Queen Bee. Sure, we might know a lot of people but it's a flat lie to call them our "friends."


There would be about 30 that I'd consider 'friends-friends', as in, I would like to invite them to my wedding.


Perhaps the real problem is we're too hasty yo click "Accept" when we see that little friend request pop up.


We might consider refreshing our friends list by removing those who aren't good for us.


I realised it's not worth my time or energy to pretend to be mates with people. 


I believe there's a lesson in this: stop wasting  your time on false relations. Instead, embark on an unfriend frenzy. In the event these people actually notice you've severed them from your life, just remember, they probably have 467 other friends to break their fall.


Recent incident that happened to me really struck me once I read this article. Why want to waste my time "befriending" with spammers or make false relations? FB is for me to keep in touch with my friends. I have said enough. Now, I would be making use of FB's privacy functions and start filtering.

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Publicity

All these while I use FB as a tool to express my feelings like this blog as well. Yes, I do scold people on FB but I have never pin point anyone. If got people terasa and fell that I am scolding them indirectly then I can't help it. Why do I have to stop doing all these just because I am afraid there might be some people like this? Why others can do it but not me? Then what is FB for? 

I have been publicly scolded on FB and I refuse to say anything in return because I stand firm on what I have said. I never mention any names also. Why got people come and shoot me, saying all those nasty words to me on FB? This is not fair to me. And it was done in FB where I have many friends viewing my profile. What is their intention of doing so?

If there is people that terasa due to what I have said, then they are also free to as what I have done. Scold on FB also but don't pin point anyone. Maybe when I read it, I would terasa also. Then it's fair and square lo. 

What do you think? Should I stop expressing my feelings on FB and probably in blog as well? Wow, then there is no freedom for me anymore =(

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Just Making A Few Statements

If you dislike what my personal message says then delete me off your MSN list. If you dislike what my FB status says then delete me off your friends’ list. If you dislike what I write in my blog then don’t ever bother to view it.  As simple as that.

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Unhappy

I am sad and disappointed. 

I just need some hope.

A ray of hope.

A little sunshine. 

Where are you?

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So true

Want to read an interesting post? Click here and just ignore the vulgar words. Haha

What the blogger write is so true!

I get a lot of emo people around me and sometimes I am the victim of those emo people. Seriously to those emo people out there, if you can't control your feelings, I suggest you just stay away from people.
Now, how did I become a victim? Simple, an emo person just let go temper on me when all I did was ask the person questions about studies. Hello? I did not stepped on YOUR tail okay! Scolding me for no reasons. And this is not the first time.

To those people who always like to emo, please don't emo in front of me. You might just be sorry for doing that. And if you want to scold me, find a suitable reason to do so. I am not a place to let go all your emo-ness and temper.

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So sick

I

am

so 

sick

of

studying

every 

single 

time 

of

my 

day

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Of People

A lecturer.
She sends us notes through email but puts it in lock PDF file. The notes have black color background. If we were to print it, it would be wasting our black color ink.

A group of people.
Forever complaining. Food not nice, complain. Need to pay money, complain. Place not nice, complain. Force to buy something, complain. Little bit, complain.

Some people.
Doesn't know how to line up. When scolded, only know how to show faces.

A person.
Just because an organization failed in doing something for this person, he/she doesn't have any confidence towards the organization anymore. Wow, what about you? I'm sure there are sometimes, you yourself failed others too.

4 people.
Don't always depend on others to do this and that. You have share also so do your part. Learn how to refill, throw and clean.

A gal.
Please learn how to control your emotions. Don't show it off to other innocent people.

An organization.
Don't make clever assumptions about me. If you want to know why, ask me and I will tell you. Don't assume I am doing bad stuff.

A boy.
Don't LCLY! Always think you are very good in everything. Always demand for people to follow your words. Who do you think you are?

I think my scolding spree would stop here, for now.

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Cut The Crap and Teach!

Dear Dr.,

Just because students from Food Science could not attend lecture, you don't want to teach. I understand that  you want them to listen to the lecture also so why don't you just cancel the class and replace it some other day, instead of using the lecture time to talk crap?

Not only did you talk crap, you also invaded people's privacy. How can you read aloud people's dreams written on the paper for you? And, you as a lecturer should be encouraging. Who are you to judge whether other people's dream could be achieved or not?

You said;

Awak ni tersalah masuk course ke? Cita-cita nak jadi photographer tapi belajar Oleokimia.

Graduate with four flat? Impossible to get lah unless you can maintain four flat very semester.

Kalau kamu nak belajar tentang budaya bangsa negara lain, kenapa ambil kursus Sains Makanan?

Oh my gosh, this is call discrimination!

That is other people's dreams and has nothing to do with you.

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